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Birthday, My “Cogs” Are Turning Again

Today is my birthday.

I was awoken today by my husband on Skype. He was ready with a chocolate chip muffin, complete with a candle. He serenaded me with “Happy Birthday” then smiled mischievously as he enjoyed the cake. A bit later my boys came in and sang me “Happy Birthday…Cha, cha, cha!” They were too cute!

This last year and a half having my husband away hasn’t all been easy on us, but now that I can see the end of this two year deployment, and now that we know where we’re going to be stationed next, I feel like I can begin to make plans again.

I feel very much like an old pocket watch that had been stuffed in an attic that was found, wound and is tick-tocking, away again. As the cogs of my life, get turning once more, I find myself feeling more, like me again. I’m making my way out of the rabbit hole I fell into. Feeling stuck is absolutely the worst feeling in the world. It has been a fight to keep myself motivated sometimes I won, other times the outcome was murky.

My writing is going so much better, I feel like I can focus on something for more than five minutes, and even though this move to Italy is going to be a ton of stress I’m looking forward to it. I’ve been trudging through knee high mud for the last 18 months and now that I’ve gotten my legs free I feel like I’m progressing.

Next year, God willing, my husband promised me a birthday celebration in Venice. I’m looking forward to sharing that experience with you.

love & birthdays,

nicōle

Happy Birthday Edward Cullen -New Breaking Dawn Part II Trailer

To celebrate Edward Cullen’s 111th birthday we Twi-hard fans have received a little gift. The latest Breaking Dawn Part II trailer.

My favorite part about this final story is how Bella becomes a bad ass and saves everyone!

We’re Moving to Italy!

A few posts back I dropped a few hints…

I can’t believe I was able to keep a lid on it for this long!

We’re moving to Italy!

Four years of high school Italian and 3 semesters in college -I hope I’ll do Mrs. Revilla proud!

The Perfect Sentence

I wrote the perfect sentence this morning around six.

I should be elated right?

Somewhere in my half-sleep-half-wake state it floated away, like a helium balloon let loose by a sudden gust of wind.

All day I’ve heard bits of it…the faintest of whispers.

 

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The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part II -Teaser Trailer

Public Audition

On day four of the 15 Habits of Great Writers challenge we’re to practice our craft in public.

**crickets**

Isn’t that why I blog?

Not…not really. I’m supposed to go after something I want -a magazine article, guest blog post, share a piece of my writing I’ve never shared before…

I did that today.

I sent my credentials and a sampling of my work to an online magazine.

It felt good but left me wanting.

I may return to this “theme” at a later time and actually share some of my novel. “May” being the operative word.

xo,

nicōle

Writing Initiative

Day three -15 Habits of Great Writers Challenge

My head hurts. My nose is stuffy and all I want to do is crawl underneath the covers and sleep. Not to mention that the world’s worst neighbors are still blasting their proffered music of choice for everyone in the metropolitan Miami area to hear.

Today we were supposed to take initiative and wake up early and write.

I failed. Going to try tonight.

Plugging into my playlist & opening up Scrivener is the first step. I mean, it’s the starting that’s hard. It’s so much easier to just crawl underneath the blankets and hide right?

Belief

Day two of the 15 Habits of Great Writers -Belief. It’s hard sometimes to believe in yourself. When it is, my motto is “fake it”. It usually works for me.

I Declare I’m A Writer

I am a writer. I write because I must.

I said that today. Not in those exact words…but when I break it all down that was the gist of it. I told someone I’d just met who had no idea what I “did”. I explained simply that I was a writer.

It felt good. She didn’t look at me like I was crazy. Instead she asked me about it. “What sorts of things I wrote..? And if I’d always known I’d wanted to write?” I expressed it was something that was definitely always inside of me, that as a child I would tell stories, and I always kept a journal. It wasn’t until my late twenties when I began blogging that I realized that writing every day made me happy.

Telling someone we were a writer was the first challenge in the 15 Habits of Great Writers that began today.

The crazy thing is, I completed today’s challenge with out actually realizing I had. I sat down to figure out how I’d approach my blog post when the words “I write because I must.” came to mind, and then I realized I’d already said that.

Smile…

Love & Declarations,

nicōle

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My Life Through My iPhone [All About Me Sunday]

This week was crazy hectic. Here’s a glimpse of some of the goings on in my life this week.

On Sunday I threw my sister a Baby Shower and got to sip from lovely glasses.

Wednesday was chaotic. I got some exciting-life changing news from my husband (hint, hint).

My brother Joe, had knee surgery-which meant I drove up to Ft. Lauderdale to pick him up, drop him off, go back to Miami to pick up my son from school, and then later in the evening pick him up. He was so hungry we went for pizza. He’s doing great-and still planning his trip to the Congo.

Friday night I went to see Snow White & The Huntsman with my little sister and bestie. I wore my Fibi & Clo sandals that made me feel like Cinderella.

love & iphoneography,

nicōle